I just got back from an amazing weekend with Sir. 5 days of submission, lovemaking, beating, fucking, cuddling and complete perfection. The more time we spend the more amazing things get- but at the same time, more questions are brought up.
Long distance relationships are tricky. I suspect they are never something that any two people [...]
I wasn’t really nervous because he was with me. It was my first play party and I had no idea what to expect. None.
We went down the hall of this hotel and came to the black curtain, outside the curtain was a table with a sign in sheet and the rules—which we already read in [...]
“I still remember the strobe and the smoke, the first time I got up the nerve to kneel and cautiously wind my arm up my lovers leg like a pet, like an acolyte- like a slave.” … For all the options, he knew that I would be cute and girly about flashy colors and things, but he knows me.
It’s about time that I talk about my weekend with Sir. There’s so much to say, and much of it is very dear and personal to me- so I will give a global statement that it was amazing. It exceeded every single one of my expectations. Granted, that is not very hard to do- but [...]
Yeah, it kinda went like that.
My first night in Boston, we decided to meet some friends for dinner at this good sushi place. Earlier in the week I had arranged for Babeland to send these to these to Sir so I could review them over the weekend.
The panties were kind of a fail. I mean, [...]
I am not showing lingerie today, but just giving a little peek of my time with Sir. It was a simply perfect weekend.
It took some preparation to get ready for my trip.
For instance, I got my nails done.
and a pedicure….
Sir did some shopping also to present me with a wonderful gift when I arrived.
Thank you [...]
Tomorrow I leave to go see Sir for the weekend, I’m excited and scatterbrained about it, I haven’t even packed yet! As I was making a list of all the sexy things to bring with me, Sir reminded me:
“Pet, you need to bring some ACTUAL CLOTHES with you too!”
Ohhh…. right….
But I’m wondering- maybe when he [...]
Finally, in just a few short days I will get to see him again. It’s been 9 long weeks. Those 9 weeks have spent chatting, playing, exchanging ideas, exchanging fantasies.
Working out power dynamics
Working out boundaries
Working out emotions
And more talking. Always talking- always working it out- always checking in, taking breaks. Talking to Him from a [...]
Daddy?
Hello slut. Daddy understands you have a need?
Please Daddy. It’s hard to focus on anything else right now.
And before you can do that. What must you do?
Mmmm, tell Daddy about my fantasies so he will cum first.
Exactly. Daddy’s cock is hard. Its tip is wet. He is listening.
It always starts with me over your knees [...]
Today I’ll hide.
Behind the protocol,
behind my submission.
Behind the walls.
I’d hide behind sex today, if I could.
I’d spend too much time looking for sex that lasts 25 minutes but would calm my mind for days.
I’d search for the dangerous lies that I tell myself because it closes off my heart.
Sometimes it’s hard to see [...]
