http://bbgblog.com/2009/07/escape-me/ Tue, 07 Sep 2010 20:30:38 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.0.1 http://bbgblog.com/2009/07/escape-me/comment-page-1/#comment-6937 Sashi Sun, 12 Jul 2009 02:58:37 +0000 http://bbgblog.com/?p=3273#comment-6937 i know what you mean, got that feeling too.. but i just can't help myself so i'm just wasting your time while you're reading this 'cause i can't help you and you can't help me either. the song's making me feel more useless, i mean, i know i could die tomorrow and i just don't do anything about it. i'm not nicer to people than i use to, i'm not more helpful, not working harder, nothing. if i'm in good mood i just don't think about that, so i don't care - and in a situation like now i just think about it and act as if nothing would be changed. the thing about sex - feels the same with me somehow. if i understood right, it does, as well - sometimes i feel i'm needing nothing more than getting touched; but at the same time my feelings go all wrong, my head says 'no' and means it ..and there's no chance to even try to.. so ..sorry for wasting space for a comment like that, and for wasting your time trying to say something but really saying nothing.. but it made me feel better to say all that at least once ;) better start into the day hopefully. wish you the best, love sashi i know what you mean, got that feeling too.. but i just can’t help myself so i’m just wasting your time while you’re reading this ’cause i can’t help you and you can’t help me either. the song’s making me feel more useless, i mean, i know i could die tomorrow and i just don’t do anything about it. i’m not nicer to people than i use to, i’m not more helpful, not working harder, nothing. if i’m in good mood i just don’t think about that, so i don’t care – and in a situation like now i just think about it and act as if nothing would be changed.
the thing about sex – feels the same with me somehow. if i understood right, it does, as well – sometimes i feel i’m needing nothing more than getting touched; but at the same time my feelings go all wrong, my head says ‘no’ and means it ..and there’s no chance to even try to..
so ..sorry for wasting space for a comment like that, and for wasting your time trying to say something but really saying nothing.. but it made me feel better to say all that at least once better start into the day hopefully.
wish you the best, love sashi

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