comfort sex
It’s been a long and fuck filled week. I need to pace myself or stop going on those damn sites. Everytime I turn around I have more cock thrown at me. Ok, maybe not thrown- but at least handed to me. I think I need to limit, how many new people I can meet in a week- or how long I should talk to these guys before I agree to meet them. I know- where’s the fun in THAT right?? However, it would at least put a little bit of distance between them.
Last night though, I went for comfort. Warm hands and deep kisses. Those pulsing moments before entry- the moans. The fucking.
It was unexpected really. After being walked out on with a self righteous goodbye, I was hardly about to leave a hotel room mostly unused. I paid for the room (yeah, thanks for forgetting to pitch in for half) after all! I knew that an old friend lived and worked in the the city I was in, so I sent a text to him and invited him to come and see me. No expectations really. Just an old friend/ lover/ employer from my much younger days. We still keep in touch, but are just never able to get together to visit. This was a perfect opportunity- and really I had NO expectations as I was still reeling a little from the spectacular display of pious bullshit I witness just an hour before.
When he showed up- we talked and had some very friendly comfortable moments catching up. After 17 years of time passed, he kissed me with more passion that I ever remember him having for me. Touching and caressing my skin. Kissing me, and making me feel wanted and sexy. It was what I needed, exactly what I needed. Not just after the long and crazy week, but after the disappointing and shocking evening. It was a bandaid for my ego and a warm blanket for my soul. Not to mention that we fucked for a long time- and I clearly remember it being fast and furious ‘back in the day.’
Part of me felt kind of guilty for rebounding in such a clear and obvious way. The good thing about fucking friends, is that you can TELL them… hey this is what happened.
“I don’t mind being your rebound.”
Well then… game on.
I wish I was your rebound…..
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