I’ll ruin your life, You just won’t care.
Masochist: The deriving of sexual gratification, or the tendency to derive sexual gratification, from being physically or emotionally abused.
You are so over me now…. he said.
I should be over you because you don’t deserve me, but I’m hooked on the drug and you are a vicious pusher.
I’ve so been there, and gotten so much pleasure, in such a wierd way, from being emotionally abused. Not there any more. Still a soft, subby kind of man, and that’s too bad, because my wife is not in the slightest bit aggressive, so that’s not such a good match in that area. In other areas it is, and I am frateful for the pairing. I am no longer emotionally abused, but I don’t see much sex, due to the mismatch. But, had I not been so off as to enjoy being humiliated in the past, I doubt that I could realize what a treat this relationship is, to have no fear of being abused, but treated as a partner.
AS to know sex, I relay on surfing off of your blog, as a VERY nice help, and I know you saw a picture of one of the results of that. So, thanks bbg, keep puttin it out there, I love ya, and I don’t even know you. What a world! Mike
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You know, I don’t feel humiliated. Am I supposed to?
xoxo
