Ok I totally knew that would get your attention…..

I love making new friends, and meeting new boys. Tonight I did. I won’t tell many details, cause he’s shy… but we talked for hours before the hot and heavy talk came up. It was nice. I am feeling less web mistress-y. I am thinking that sex without labels sounds good. Lets just fuck, shall we? We can fight for who ends up on top.

Regardless, after the hours of chatting about life and work and computer stuff (he’s a sexy computer geek and thinks I’m a sexy computer geek is disguise) the dirty talk started and that was pretty cool too. It’s always fun, and a little awkward when you are with someone new and you are learning what turns their crank. Either way it was a fun talk and I enjoyed it a lot. I enjoy the cyber D/s relationships I am building, but so again, like it happens so often- I find myself wanting more for myself. We talked a little about what I suppose is the concept behind pansexuality. Being open to everything. Men, women, and different sexual genders. Now I am NOT in any way an expert on pansexuality- I am very intrigued by it and I’m open to the ideas- but I know really nothing about it other than the definition- and to that I am also a bit shaky. However, TCG and I talked about both of our experiences with both sexes, and the idea of gender play, since he liked my strap on. No dom, no sub- just fucking and experiencing and being open minded. It sounds lovely- and I hope that we can find some time in our insanely busy schedules to have a drink and talk more.

So climbing into bed- I decided I was really horny. I reached for my boyfriend, cause that was my flavor tonight. Big fat cock stuffing me. I reached for my lube and decided to try the new lube that VibeReview sent me. It’s an Anal lubricant, but really it doesn’t do anything that make it exclusive for anal. It’s called Climax Bursts, and this company makes a few different types. A cooling one and a warming one. Inside any of these lubes are these little beads of Vitamin E. Since it’s advertised as an anal toy, I did use one with it, as well as the Goliath.

It was an greedy night- I started with the Goliath and an anal toy (review forthcoming). The lube is fantastic and while like I said, it’s marketed as an Anal Lube, well- it was a really good lube for the Goliath. I could not feel the beads busting, which I think would have kind of weirded me out in my ass. However the beads do make the lube last a long time, and it didn’t get sticky or dry up. After I was done- and well I definitely DID- a dildo, ass plug and a vibe on my clit… phew…. give me a moment to rethink about that.

mmmm, fuck…..

I like the Goliath cause it just fills and stretches me. I’m very into double penetration lately. This lube is really fantastic for that. It’s the vitamin e. It helps smooth the way, and stays slick without being sticky. And I am not sure how to say this without it sounding bizarre- but my ass and my pussy… is softer. The skin is smoother, front to back. I’ve used this lube for a few days now- and my pussy is so soft, now I’m thinking about going all bald again- I mean if it’s going to be so soft, perhaps I can be hairless too.