It’s 1:20 AM and I cannot sleep. I know that I need to lay in bed and let my mind settle, but right now, it’s just not doing that. When the ex does not sleep over, I have a hard time sleeping. Partially because I stay up late fucking myself. I just can’t always do that when he’s here. He is weird about it. He doesn’t mind playing when we play together, but something about me just deciding that I want it fast and at random times, makes him feel uncomfortable. I don’t pretend to know what goes on in that man’s head. It’s not always worth asking.

I was watching a porn video that I stole from a different ex. It is with Tori Wells, something about her making a comeback. The movie is about 10 years old so I have no idea if she actually made a come back or not. Back in the late 80’s, she was very pretty and amazing to watch on film. This video- she is a little older, tatooed and pierced and seemed kinda spaced out. I don’t know what happened to her in the years between, but she is just a little more hard core. Not the pretty polished porn starlett she was, obviously.

What amazed me, is DAMN can that woman give head!?!? I mean, she just opens up and swallows it whole. The movie I had was very home movie-ish, taken by someone who is listed as her husband, maybe even at the time, but I don’t know. It’s very amateurish in quality. Bad lighting. Just the florescent room lighting. No makeup- even on the porn stars she sees and ends up fucking. (Tom Byron, Katie Morgan) So it’s not as pretty to see as the porn movies with the starletts looking like they just stepped out of a magazine. I admit, I like my porn kinda pretty- but I watched, somewhat fascinated at what appeared to be “real sex”. Perhaps I was fooled- I’m sure some of it was staged, but it was staged well to look as if it wasn’t.

Would I recommend this movie? not really. If you can delve into the archives of your local video store that carries adult movies- go past the dirty curtain and check out some classic Tori Wells.

Mystic Pieces (1989), Torrid (1989), or Torrid Without a Cause (1990), Where the Boys Aren’t (1989)

She was definitely a master in her time.

Now I just need to find some old Barbra Dare video’s.   Don’t get me started on Barbra Dare.  That woman taught me how to fuck like a porn star.  She was amazing and gorgeous.  Ah, she’s also in Where the Boy’s Aren’t.  Looks like I may need to make that purchase.