Defiant Submissive
I have much to learn about this world. I admit that M’s emergence in my dirty world is a perfect distraction after leaving Z.
I don’t know that I could ever give so much of myself to anyone else. I am not looking to replace who Z was to me. That simply isn’t possible. I am not looking to switch because I don’t know that I can or that I truly want to. M is not a sub, mine or anyone else’s. I believe this is an exploration for him, for both of us. And when it is over we will leave with a smile, knowing more about ourselves.
I am healing, we all have our own ways. Deep cuts need strong medicine.
i am sending you love to help in your healing process…i know how hard it can be. xo