I wish you were here. Stand in front of me and watch me unbutton your pants, giving you my best naughty smile as I open your pants and pull your boxers down and suck your cock between my lips before you even have a chance to get hard. I love feeling your cock grow in my mouth- the way it grows thick, then long as I suck, and pull back. The way you moan and sigh, “mmm baby.” Your hands touching my cheek lovingly is the encouragement I need as I love and worship your cock. As your cock is thick and filling my mouth, I move my hand between your legs to caress your balls and cradle them in my small hands, gently squeezing and feeling them pulse as my lips glide over your shaft. Resting the shaft in my other hand, I pull your cock from my lips and lick the head, looking up at you for your adoration. You smile, groaning “you are perfect baby.” Like a kitten wanting to be pet, I run your cock over my closed lips, teasing you visually, knowing that my reverence for your cock is almost as good as my warm lips wrapped around it.

Almost.

Your hands lovingly pet my hair and caress my cheek, that I instinctively lean in towards. I breathe in your soft words, knowing that for all my whorish ways, it’s you that adores me and treats me like a queen. For this I reward and pleasure you like no one else. Your cock pierces through my lips again and I wrap my lips tightly around you- pushing you tight inside, letting you fuck my mouth. Your cock is fully erect now as I push you deep into my throat, opening wider for you to enter me fully. The sensation in my throat, almost gagging, sends a familiar sensation through my body and surges blood into my clit. Secretly, I imagine another man, under me, licking and sucking my clit as I service your cock. Maybe not so secretly, but it’s not discussed between us, but the shifting in my chair tells you that I am grinding my cunt against something, someone. The thought turns you on even more as your imagination joins mine and we are locked in my fantasy of being pleasured while I pleasure you. Always pleasuring you. My hands reaches between my legs and rubs against my slick lips as I devour your cock, moving fast and sucking hard, moaning and grinding against my fingers- now pushed up inside my wet cunt, my palm rubbing my clit. Your hands on my shoulders fucking my mouth, pushing and gripping me. Sucking, pulling it from you. Craving for the taste of your hot cum streaming on my tongue, my lips, my chin. You know my need, you read my mind. You know I won’t cum until I taste. I am lost in the desire to cum while I swallow you, imagining what it feels for you to cum in my pussy. My mouth becomes my cunt as you sink in deep and make the short thrusts, emptying your load into my mouth while my pussy pulses and releases on my fingers. The feel of you shooting in the back of my throat, I thrive on it and swallow a mouthful of your cum, moaning and encouraging you to give me more. Always more.

In our darkest places, this is who we are. My adoring master, your faithful cockslut.